Okay so this one I kinda like...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Yeah right...

You Have a Sanguine Temperament

You are an optimistic person who is easily content. You enjoy casual, light tasks - never wanting to delve too deep into anything. A bit fickle, it's easy for you to change plans or paths when presented with something better. You enjoy all of the great things life has to offer - food, friends, and fun. A great talker, you can keep the conversation going for hours. You are optimistic and sure of your success. If you fail, you don't worry about it too much. At your worst, you are vain. You are obsessed with your own attractiveness. A horrible flirt, you tend to jump into love affairs and relationship drama easily. You're very jealous - which just magnifies the craziness around you.

What Temperment Are You?

I Fucked Up Royally

Anyone ever feel like they set the wheels into montion for this plan and then wish someone would have just shook them out, back so they could see the whole thing, the whole picture instead of intensly staring at the one spec in front of them, if i only get through this then it will be over and start something else, we have to follow through right...anyone??
Problem is sometimes hanging in there is good but maybe hanging on to things isn't?
How exactly are we to know what we are hagning onto, the things that matter or the material entities within which they come to be tangible in our world?

Man it is big mistake to force yourself to do things when what you really need is a second to catch your breath,
I have royally fucked up and now I will pay the price....whatever maybe I wouldn't have liked the places those bridges would have taken me anyway.

I think I lost faith in my ability and didn't address it, just figured things around me would start getting sunny again and then I would remember how able I was or something, or is it that I always feel like I don't know what the hell I am doing and it is all crap until it isn't.....
bluh.....non coherence that is right, sometimes I think there is logic in it.... altough non coherence usually means no one is going to understand the waze length you are trying to articulate.....

Fucking Bitch

So my housemate whom I kindly have taken to referring to as ho-bag, decides that she is going to fry bacon in my pan and not wash it. Maybe she thinkings I will watch it for her cause I will forget I didn't use it or something, except that I AM MUSLIM, and DON'T EAT PORK EVER!!!
It has been a couple days maybe even three at this point and she managed to find time to watch her percious coffee mug among other things but somehow just couldn't be bothered to wash my pan.

This is especially infuriating because about a month ago she fully yelled at me, and I mean yelled very rudely to stop using her pots, one of which I had cooked rice in and left to soak overnight,

Firstly, there are four of us living here so I didn’t even know it was hers and secondly she never asked me not to use her pots before so really, as if I am psychic and could tell that it was all of a sudden gonna become an issue.
I said I can’t tell which ones were hers, and she replied all the nice ones (bitch right?)
I said that if she didn’t want me to use her pots she should mark them so I know which ones were hers and I wouldn’t.

Since then I have not spoken to her, although this past week it just sorta happen and I’ve been trying to minimize it as much as possible so we can go back to not speaking cause I hate her so much less when I don’t have to speak to her.

This morning I wrote a little note on the board (my non confrontational way of talking to her) saying that whoever used my pan to fry bacon could feel free to wash it. This morning she looked at the pan and proceeded to her room without cleaning it!!

To top it off last time she made pizza she left the pizza pan on the counter for weeks, at least two, and I washed it just yesterday cause I couldn’t take it anymore. My other housemate who owns the pan has been sick, but also doesn’t seem to be bothered by kitchen mess as much as me. I just did it for my sick roommate and me really, but that very day ho-bag makes another pizza!! And now the pizza pan is sitting dirty on the counter again!!!! (for fucks sake!!)

Eeeewww man bacon grosses me out, I hate the smell even and the fact that bacon greasy water is in my pan for like 3 days just like soaking into it, GROOOSSSSS. Stupid ho-bag!!!! I really don't want to touch it but I also don't want it dirty anymore why the fuck couldn't she just use her own "nice pans" anyway....

Wise Words....??

These are the words a wise person, me, had for a dumb person, also me.

Surrender to what is-
Stop worrying about how to make it what it should be-
Keep in mind where you want to be,
Place yourself to move towards it,
accepting that you will have to work through your strengths and your weaknesses-
both of which weigh equally on who you are and chart the course of your life.
Let yourself accept that you won’t know, what you don’t know, till you know it.
You won’t be who you want to be till you are –
But regardless of all this you are...whether you want to be or not, here...

um the last two lines are kinda rambling but whatever, I figure everyone's got tons of work and hopefully this will motivate you'll to keep going till its done :)