So will be one of those jumbled up blog entries with no real coherance persay, besides the fact that it will all come from my head.
Currently I am listening to the Muse which is amazingly romantic,
it is nice to hear people being so open and honest about the warm fuzzy feelings and feeling like crap that occupany significent or not so significent others and attempts at such unions.
I guess song is always good for that detaching feeling from the circumstances of reality so all that is important is the feeling.
I am doing this listening to music I've never heard before thing these days, I just have this hunger for it that is unending, now that I am done school and am not listening to music soly to keep me going and peppy.
I've also started to work on writing stuff again wheather that means anything for my future is irrelevent, what is means is that my soal is alive and revivalbe
I am going to approch my job search the same way I think just through some effort into a big black void and keep doing so until something just happens to happen.
This is the new approch it worked for the South Africa trip...hum sounds like fun...I do need to get myself out of this geographic location....few calls a little looking around and bam...what the I am here really cool...
Words of wisdom from A who is wise in many ways....transitions are weird....i am in transistion and I got to say it is a little daunting as everyone around is forming a plan for their life and I feel that I am standing still wondering where it is I should go or even want to go...just know there are certain things I want in this future of mine I am shaping but who knows where things will turn out...kind of mindblowing when you actaully think about it so I guess I should only think in small doses...actaully I think I've been doing that pretty effectivly
The mouse problem at our place made me recognize this about myself,
I see a problem, I kinda ignore it partly until I am doing something about it but then I do get up and do something about it....
avoidance is a tricky tool to utilize....in moderation like everything else...
