Changing Season

The season is changing, and school will start soon, back to classes and debate and books and journals about lots of things that I for some reason do not read about in my spare time.
I have this empending sense of doom (which I am ignoring) but at the same time, it will be nice to be back to something familiar, to apply my brain power to something besides logistics and random other endevors. School is something I have figured out, I have lots of practise I guess.

The Love Quiz....

I am following Z's lead here and took this quiz....

The Keys to Your Heart

and apperently I am.....

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Check it out for yourself.... http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/

Inbox

Number of times I have checked my e-mail today: 4
Number of days since I sent a semi-funny e-mail: 1
I know, I am a loser, not that my inbox was empty, thanks to this new orkut thing I get little e-mails telling me someone has scrapped in my scrapbook...good thing too cause otherwise I'd never check the damn thing.
Patience is a virtue they say, and I know from experiance that this is true,
yes yes I will do my best to not think like a stupid girlygirl....good thing I have a number of things to keep me busy.......I am sticking to reality.....will not daydream....or even think maybe.....in fact I will dream of books and studying and the day my thesis will be done....yes that is a happy picture...ooo or the day I am a rock star....
Ever wonder why even though you know you are crush worthy it is always harder to be sure of it when you actaully want too know if a certain someone feels it is so....
it always seems easier to tell when it is some loser you are really really not into....

Fever

I am sick...and I hate it!!! Man so looking back I would say I've been feeling a little crappy for a while but then 2 nights ago I realized that I felt really not good, like the way you feel when you have a fever but at this point I think I was still like, oh I will just get some rest it will be fine tommorow. Woke up the next day sore from head to toe (you would think this would have tipped me off a little) anyway turned out I had a temperature...yes a fever and so began the tylano popping. I was dragged to the art museum anyway which was not as nice as the one in ottawa by the way. Maybe my parents didn't realize how sick I was, can't blame them I was also hoping I was not actaully sick. Had shivers while I was at the Gallery, not because of the art but because of my fever that kept not going away and the air conditioning at the Gallery. Thank god we were done with that and then I was so out of energy, I was like take me home right now I am sick and I want a bed. Then I tired to sleep it off I could feel my temperature rising but I was so tired I didn't get up to get more tylanol or bother to ask for any stupid right.

At this point I am thinking, I am really sick and also worried because I had a rash last week all of this is reminding of the time I got Dengue fever and I am thinking, oh no what if this is west nile!!! So my parents take me to the emergency room where we wait and wait I guess that was to be expected. The boy at the registeration was semi cute and was funny and also had a cool eyebrow "ring" it was actaully more like a barbell type thing, thoughs are so cool! I want one but I am not sure I will bother. Anyway, so finally we get in there and the nurse who was very sweet, thankfully, took some blood and gave me some more tylanol which eventually brought my fever down.

Unfortunately after waitting to find out what was wrong with me and discribing my annoying symtops etc. the doctor told me that nothing showed up in the blood test and it sounds like I have some virus but in short they didn't know what was wrong with me!!!!!!!!!! Arguhhhh!! Did I mention that it was 3 am at this point and my Dad was falling asleep in the waiting room and my mom was tired I just know it. All that and I still don't have a name for this state of being sick!! Anyway so the Doctor told me to keep taking tylanlo every four hours to keep the fever down. Gross. I am not longer paralyzed by fever but all this being sick is tiring stuff. Ewwwwwww I feel all dizzy and lazy and what sucks is being bored but not being able to do much and knowing there is sooo much stuff that I really should be doing. I repeat EWWWWWWWW I very much dislike being sick!

Also if there are spelling mistakes in this blog..... tooo bad I am sick!!!!