Piles of Work
Okay so it should not be possible for me to be soooo cool about not doing the work I know I should be killing myself to try and finish now so that I won't hand anything in late. Yet for some reason it seems I just can't force myself to panic and franticly start studying/reading/writting the way I will when the assignment/essay/exam is like that day. So that is how school is these days, something I do constantly while not doing it.
Today I woke up to snow, it wasn't that bad, I mean I was in the kitchen which dispite the fact that it is very drafty was warm this morning and it semlt like coffee as R was had made some and was sitting at the table sipping some.
Monday I was a little spacey as my cramps sucked a lot of energy out of me I just wanted to be in bed. But dispite my space cadetness things just seem to come together so that I was able to enjoy some chocolet cake that I baked with A and R, a mini chill out party, looking back it just seems unreal that it all just sorta happen that way. Anyhow, I woke up relaxed only to spend the entire day on my Spanish presentation which luckly V edited and sent back just in it for class. I literally bumped into C in the lab which stunned me for a bit as I was wet from the rain and my music was on and I thought I would never make it on time to Spanish class and since my Spanish es malo porque yo no practico mucho I kinda had this feeling like it would be my turn to present and I would just freeze and not be able to think of anything to say. Luckly though it went okay, better than the last one, I used more verbs to try and boost my mark. Anyway C is cute (especially when smiling) but I have this feeling C is too cool for me. I am not really into people that pretend they are all cool all the time, I much prefer total and utter sillyness, people should not take themselves so seriously.... that is what homework is for and even then only partly. Plus really cool people don't have to try. Well we shall see what comes of this....
I have this theory that there are themes going on in our lives. Sometimes on specific days even. For example on a particular day I will call a number of my friends or members of my family and no one will be avalible to talk. Is that not weird? Or one day you will bump into a gazinion people you know even when you didn't expect to see them. God knows what the theme of these days is I don't.
A friend reccently commented that when she met someone new, for a while she keeps seeing them around everywhere but after a while you don't see them anymore. This made me think of something another friend of mine said, she said qouting the idea of a author whos name I don't recall, that when you meet someone you have something to learn from that person or that person has something to learn from you and that you should try to figuer out what that is.
I am a pretty social person but sometimes I just don't want to try, but maybe this too is something that I have learn from people I have met. There is no point in trying so hard, why put so much pressure on yourself to figure it out. Whatever, I guess this is just random strands of thought loosely tied together.
Today I woke up to snow, it wasn't that bad, I mean I was in the kitchen which dispite the fact that it is very drafty was warm this morning and it semlt like coffee as R was had made some and was sitting at the table sipping some.
Monday I was a little spacey as my cramps sucked a lot of energy out of me I just wanted to be in bed. But dispite my space cadetness things just seem to come together so that I was able to enjoy some chocolet cake that I baked with A and R, a mini chill out party, looking back it just seems unreal that it all just sorta happen that way. Anyhow, I woke up relaxed only to spend the entire day on my Spanish presentation which luckly V edited and sent back just in it for class. I literally bumped into C in the lab which stunned me for a bit as I was wet from the rain and my music was on and I thought I would never make it on time to Spanish class and since my Spanish es malo porque yo no practico mucho I kinda had this feeling like it would be my turn to present and I would just freeze and not be able to think of anything to say. Luckly though it went okay, better than the last one, I used more verbs to try and boost my mark. Anyway C is cute (especially when smiling) but I have this feeling C is too cool for me. I am not really into people that pretend they are all cool all the time, I much prefer total and utter sillyness, people should not take themselves so seriously.... that is what homework is for and even then only partly. Plus really cool people don't have to try. Well we shall see what comes of this....
I have this theory that there are themes going on in our lives. Sometimes on specific days even. For example on a particular day I will call a number of my friends or members of my family and no one will be avalible to talk. Is that not weird? Or one day you will bump into a gazinion people you know even when you didn't expect to see them. God knows what the theme of these days is I don't.
A friend reccently commented that when she met someone new, for a while she keeps seeing them around everywhere but after a while you don't see them anymore. This made me think of something another friend of mine said, she said qouting the idea of a author whos name I don't recall, that when you meet someone you have something to learn from that person or that person has something to learn from you and that you should try to figuer out what that is.
I am a pretty social person but sometimes I just don't want to try, but maybe this too is something that I have learn from people I have met. There is no point in trying so hard, why put so much pressure on yourself to figure it out. Whatever, I guess this is just random strands of thought loosely tied together.
posted by girlyLarki at 8:58 PM
10 comments
