Monday, December 12, 2005

Procrastination

Okay this is ridiculous, I have spent so much time worrying about this take home exam and not doing it. As a result I am eating into the time I have to study for other things.
You would thing that the fact that I managed 6 classes (one barely but still) while still devoting a massive amount of time to 'work' activities would mean that now that I actaully have time to do my school work I would have things done ahead of a hour before they are due but apparently that is not the case. I think I have some weird fear of failure thing or perhapse the fact that once I get this assignment done I will have to face the fact that I have to study my ass off for my next exam is partly the reason I am, just totally not writting this stupid min. of 5 page take home. grrr honestly it is such a COLOSSAL waste of time. My head feels like it is going to explode, seriously.
Why in the world do they close the fieldhouse track during exam time....I mean exercise is good for reducing stress are they unaware of this phenomena?? And there is snow on the ground which makes the idea of running indoors slightly more appealing

A list of things I've done to procrastinate... so far,

1) wash dishes,

2) check my e-mail,

3) read e-mails I never bother to open before,

4) talk to people (although I oddly don't feel like talking to people at the same time...really I don't get it either),

5) cook,

6) eat....eat some more,

7) check listing of shows on-line to see if I could find that show that C mentioned, I being no good with details have forgotten the day and name of group...at least I have another reason to hope to bump into him again :),

8) watch bad movies on TV with housemates (who by the way are so much more fun than the reading about exchange rates, devalued currency blah blah) plus this is so much easier to do than write this paper,

9) wonder what the hell is worng with me,

10) ...think irrelivent thoughts (the last one is a good example),
stare into space trying to will myself into typing something to fill the 5 page minimum,

11) blog,

it is not like this is fun....really it is just ridiculous...!!!...I am at a loss for words....he he...I guess that is preciously the problem
I have 319 words already so that means 4 more pages...... right......

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