Thursday, September 22, 2005

Boys II

So I started my completely ignoring the can't keep his hands to himself man and also mentioned this to others around me, and it seems to be working just fine, in fact he doesn't talk to me either and acts slightly pissed off but I really am so much more comfortable now, which is good because I get to relax and just be myself more.

I realized today that due to, lets call it... "work" related situation I have gained a new family, I guess it was happening gradually but after yesterday, it hit me, these relationships that I am building are becoming real, I mean they are starting to mean more to me than simply co-workers, (don't get me wrong and think all melodramatically like they are perfect or I would trust my life to them or anything but still). I am starting to feel so comfortable I almost forgot that there was I time when it really wasn't that easy.
In any case I've gained some brothers, F who is definitely an older brother of the group, he doesn't get all dramatic, he just lets it blow over and keeps the work happening, he always says things in a tactful manner and trys to say the right thing at the right time. It is nice to have him around.
U is a dreamer, at first I was like, this dude is totally nuts, and in some respects I am sure he still is, but a little crazy is never that bad. He's the leader tryin' to make the mix work. He's like a younger older brother, also cool.

I could continue down this path of describing everyone but I won't, in any case, as far as boys go I fit in just fine with the "work" boys which is nice.

Second, I asked I boy out, yes a cute and nice one, when I play it back in my mind I am still proud even though I was soooo not smooth, in any case, we went out and it went okay although it was a little awkward at times, but I figure that is to be expected. So I haven't called him since because I figure that he should call me if he wants to continue, I mean how else will I know right? I thought I was gonna give it a week, but it has been 5 days and I think I am over it. I mean not that I wasn't a little girlygirl about it in the middle, but now I am just okay with it either way if nothing happens that is okay and if something does that is okay too....whoooo dudes...whoooo I think this is maturity coming on!!!! YES, man I am so cool, (wait I hope nobody heard that) haha

7 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I too think that your blog is the best, just lke your band. I think I am your biggest fan...yes when will I get your autograph. I am a boy. You are cool, but I am cold... ha ha I am funny too. Funny is one of my qualities, from my qualities jungle. I have more equality than quality. Anyways, say hi to all your friends and band members. I was the one in the crowd who had his shirt off and a big pink heart on my chest...

8:20 PM  
Blogger girlyLarki said...

band? what band....I think you have me confused with someone else...who is this anyway...me in a band haha that would be unreal.

10:08 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hahah you figured it out you!!

1:09 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

OMG OMG!! I just got off the phone with none-other-than the great bandit queen, girlylarki, whose band of bandits will go down in history books. I know of the bandit band, bandit queen. Anyways girlylarki I am your biggest fan and thanks for the great telephone entertainment time. Haha! I am such a Funny. I need free food, tell me if someone is getting married. Ok call me somtime acha. Just because I am the biggest doesn't mean that I don't have an ego. An egg with an O. wow I am cool with a double O. I am on fire. Not literally though... hahaha oh man I kill myself. I'm so good. I think someday I'll be a bandit just like you. And have a band, a different band.. different style... anyways my shoe size is 9 1/2 Bye // Z --> Zorro was here

9:33 PM  
Blogger girlyLarki said...

hahahahahahahaha hahahahaha hey man your close to free food and I am sure more wedding than me and you know it, free food this weekend :)

3:50 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

FREEE FOOOOD!!! ( i hope not free fast food ) But just as well..!! WOOHOOOO

i am being anonymous but you know who i am.. the biggest fan

2:29 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I cant believe this.. i have been in your company!

"******* do your homework! gimme the computer!"

2:50 PM  

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